I'm Lost Without You

At first we loved, but not again.
We met at the mall,
and we talked ever since.
We stood starring at each other,
I wondered the time, we'd
Stand together. Holding hands
as we walk down the street,
I wondered when our lips
Would meet.
My heart is broken, u seem
to ignore, The pain I
have, when u left me sore.
Our love was strong In which now your
heart is blind to see, now I feel
that your love has forgotten
completely about me.
Well all in all I'm heartbroken
Without u by my side,

I wish we could love each

other like we did that one time.

What could I say?

” I cry for the time that you were almost mine,
I cry for the memories I’ve left behind,
I cry for the pain, the lost, the old the new,
I cry for the times I thought I had you”

After a million miles

I'm back to blog finally >.<"
Yeah, it's been a long long long long long and a freaking long time since my last bloggie about what's happen around. Everything has change in just a few months or maybe a year I could say...and what I've finally got a new babe in ma house *YaY* which you can actually seen it in my header *a picture of ma new babe*.

One year has gone...some friends got married and some got lost but still I'm here for myself. I'm having my finals now..hopefully everything will be going fine till my grads. I've been lazy-ing for these few months. I'm just to lazy to continue everything. It seems that everything I do, I never get to finish it..everything it's like a failure to me. Family getting over, friends getting off and study going down. It's been a really bad year for me...I don't wish more...I just hope that everything will be better and when things go better, that's when I'll be happy...

Oooo..yea, last weekend was a hectic working for TM..it's fun but tiring weekend though...Met with a long lost pretty lady too and of course I did took a nice pic with her *3rd place in Ms.WCG*

Presenting the beauty and the beast *bleak*

Our Broken Family

Our Broken up family,
so disjointed,
and unfamiliar to me.
I feel lost in my own home.
Where did we all go?
What happened to the happy days?
All I see now, is a broken family.

I look at the picture,
hanging on the wall.
Happy faces smile back,
taunting me with the past.
They seem to say to me,
look what you ruined,
when you came back.

Our broken family,
wears a mask for the world.
No one sees the pain beneath.
yet I can see in their eyes,
the knowledge hidden there,
they heard the fights.
They are only being polite.
They know it's all wrong,
behind the bleak walls of home.

Our broken up family,
lives for the kill.
We sit and ponder,
conjuring up new ways.
To harm each other.
Making our own lives miserable.

Life shall never be the same again,
yet as I cry myself to sleep.
I hope for a better life.
Dream of a new begining.
I find that retribution,
in slicing myself to peices.
In the thrill, of feeling alive again.
The sight of blood a reminder,
life goes on.

An angel in my Hell.
It takes my life.
Consumes it wholly,
not a trace left to find.
No more pain, no more anger.
At last free.

Our broken family,
would never miss,
one member.
They would soon forget,
all about my pathetic being.
They'll go about,
their blissfully ignorant life.
And walk right on by.
Their life will go on.
My poor broken family.