Late Entry

It seems like i've been stopped blogging for about 2 months or more..Well said, i felt really bored out of blogging actually..it seems like a trend for those high school and college kids keep blogging about thier everyday life's..even a DUMB ASS know how to write a blog..So i rather stop blogging..and telling my friends about my life instead of blogging away. Life been sucks for the past few weeks..luckily my results are all good enough to continue on my next semester. This semester is quite tough though..i've been taking extra subjects just wanted to finish em asap. Anyone would like to give me hands by helping me to fill up few questions for my assignments? Just read a friend of mine blog..it gives me the mood to back in blogging for this entry today. It's been a harsh weeks for me..hopefully i could get my part time job asap and balance up my studies...realationships is getting worst and worst.don't wanna think about it..

Love is like waiting for a bus

When the bus come, you look at it and you said to yourself, "eeee... so full...cannot sit down one". So you said to yourself, "I'll wait for the next one." so you let the bus go and waited for the second bus.

Then the second bus came, you looked at it and you said, "eeee...this bus so old...surely very uncomfortable one." So you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus. After a while, another bus came. It's not crowded and not old but you said, "eee... no air-con one...and the weather is so warm, better wait for the next one." So again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.

Then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late. You panicked and jump on to the next on coming bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded on to the wrong bus! So you wasted your time and money waiting for what you want! Even if an aircon bus came, can you ensure that the aircon bus won't break down or will the aircon be too cold for you?
So people...(mostly girls but guys too!) want to make sure that what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance, right? If you found that the "bus" doesn't suit, you just press the red button and get off the bus! But wait...I am sure all of you have this experienced before. You saw a bus is coming (the bus you want of course) you flagged it and the driver acted blur by pretending not seeing you and zoomed pass you! The bottom line of being loved is like waiting for a bus and whether you want to get on the bus and give the bus a chance depends totally on you and walking alone is just like being out of love. If you love someone set him/her free. If he/she comes back to you, you know they're yours. If they don't then it was never meant to be.
Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time, it might be too late.

Seize the day and never have regrets.

And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today. Pass this along to your friends. It could make a difference. The difference between doing all that you can or having regrets which may stay with you forever. Friendship is never an accident. It is always the result of high intentions, sincere effort, intelligent direction and skillful execution. It represents the wise choice of many alternatives. And remember.... Keep Smiling....coz... "Of All Things You Wear, Your Smile Is As love returns to me, As I return to you, As love returns to us. I guess this is really wonderful and make a lot of sense.

Happy Reading

Happy Birthday KerKer

Nothing special this year for my birthday as I still can blog about it because today was the exact day of my birthday..anyway I would like to thanks to my dear friends who wishes me. After I had received few sms from friends today..only that I realize that actually I don't really have that much friends..I mean friends that remember my biggie day. Yesterday was a pretty sadist moment for me tho, I called few friends of mine..ohh well..I was abit thick I guess..I told them that my birthday is comming just around the corner..would you guys like to have a drinks tonight as I wish to get a big ice tea from Wong Kok restaurant..they told me that they aren't free..yea it's okay but after I end the conversation..I was like ' am I that fucktup that I don't even have any friends willing to spend a time with me? '. It was abit fucktup actually..huh..anyway I had my big ice tea today..hehez..

The last few years was a havoc..party-ing in the club and so on from midnight till morning but things really change alot as we grow older. For me..this year..all I want is nothing special than a normal birthday celebration..the most surprise gift that I had was from my family and my dear. The gifts that I had was a shock..it might be nothing so special but it is quite a big prezzie I had for so many times of my birthday overall. It's was the most memoriable birthday that I had for this year.

P/S - Happy Birthday KerKer..it was a name actually created by Lamb..lolz

Friends come and go..

Been lazy-ing around lately..nothing much in life but i realise some friends that i'm close with getting far away..maybe it is because everyone busy scribbling with their own stuffs. I think that friends are not forever in a way but maybe some would like to give you a hand when you are in trouble..i mean some..1 or 2? others would run as far as they can. Since i shifted myself to another college it seems like i lost contact from most of my friends in previous college. And about others some might busy with work, some might busy with their boyfriends/girlfriends..what else? Some meet up with their new friends again. I remembered that one of my friend told me that his/her friends are always number one in place even their soulmate couldn't replace them..but i think it is actually fake tho. Now i know that a true friend is really hard to earn even one..the one who willing to give you a hand when you are in a trouble and cheering you up when you are down. Anyway i'm still looking foward to meet up with my best friend over Australia..damn miss his ass so much since he shifted to aussie..It was like 2 years back i met him when he came back ere..

I am DumB!

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Almost forgotten my blog here..just reminded me when my lecturer ask us who have a blog? Lotsa shit happens..firstly, i've been working with one of my friend call Ken for a one day event. It was back in 6 months ago which the pay is only RM60 no even paying petrol for me driving all the way to KL..till now he don't want to pay my salary giving excuse that he's busy and company run off without pay for him. Seriously i wouldn't work for this guy again..he looks innocent but actually he's acting a piece of shit. Last week had an accident again, a fucker hit and ran off..fucking pissed! Another 200 bux flew away for fixing it. Been having holidays for the past 2 weeks..sleep, wake and eat..one more thing..worried bout my assignments cause u never touch em before..seriously fucktup. Parents having conflicts again..everything bout money and money. Doesn't really have to mood to blog anyway..to those fuckers who hates me..please dont read this. I'm cursing you 'Fuck Your Ass' thank you..

Its been a long time since my last updates..

I was rushing to finish off my assignments today in college..because everything just need to be done by today or else my mark will turn down..so i spent 2 hours in the canteen to finish up my work and have breakfast..Did a Q & A from Levi's. After so much days i've spent in this college..i found out that everything here is really up to date unlike the old crappy college but seriously to say that i've got no friends in this college..time passes very slow everyday i enter to class..zzz


A gift from the Q & A reviews by Levi's



Nothing much..but it was interesting tho..what is in the envelope? Leaflets for the comming clubs like Quattro, new exotic thai cuisine, special events by Sanctuary and Official launch of Bubblegum by Scarlet..

Last Birthday Message

Memories Of What Used To Be...


I wonders if you remembers me
Or if I'm just a memory
I wonder if you think of us
Or if you find it useless
I wonder how things would be
If you had never left me
I wonder how are you
And if I'm still a love of you
I think about you everyday
And wonder if you're okay
I think about how happy we were
And the memories make the tears stir
I think about the plans we made
While we were laying in the shade
I think about all we said
And the lives we lead
To not know where to go
To not know where to find
A place where you may hide
To not be able to see your face
Puts my heart so out of place
To not know when you're near
Is my greatest fear
There's so much in my head
That I wish I'd said
There's so many missed kisses
For my unanswered wishes
There's only so many ways
For me to make it through the days
There's so little light
In my heart tonight
What would I say
If given a day
What would happen
If I could have you
What joy it would bring
To hear you sing
What would I feel
If you would here for real
I miss you each day
That when you are away
I miss you looking out for me
The way it used to be
I miss you love
That protected me like a glove
I miss you
So much it's made my heart dim
I wonder if you still cares
That's a question that tears
I wonder what you like
If you tell me to take a hike
I wonder if you fears
That I don't hold you dear
But most of all
I wonder if you still loves me
Or I'm just a memory
Of what used to be.

Do You Remember The Flowers?

Do you remember the flowers, I gave you,

The red one,

The blue one,

Do you remember the roses,

I brought for you,

The yellow one,

The pink one,

Do you remember of me,

My voice,

My smile,

Do you remember of our love,

The sad love,

The happy love,

What do you remember?

Can you see the sun,

Is about to rise up,

On the other side of the mountain,

Can you not see,

That the moon,

Is above the dark sky,

The stars are shining,

Can you feel the wind,

That flows across your face,

Can you feel my hands,

Touching your face,

Can you feel my love,

Can you feel our love?

Where have these things gone?

Why are you not with me,

Where are you right now?

The wind is heavy,

The sun is setting,

The mooning is moving away,

The clouds are dark and gray,

Your love is dead,

Your heart is cold,

You don’t know,

That you have hurt me,

You don’t know,

That I am still here,

Under the tears of love.

Where have the stars gone to?

When you were with me,

They shined above us,

Now you are gone,

The stars are gone,

The tears are drying out,

You are not here,

Your love is not here,

Where are you?

Where is your love?

Will you come back to me,

And tell me you love me,

Tell me,

You have never left me...

Stop For a Moment

Dear readers, I'm sorry..i would like to stop my blogging for awhile. It's been alot of tough days happened to me. I've got no mood to update myself anymore.

Finally I had my first ever collection scale 1:38 from Shell..hehe..

dileMMa

Well, there's nothing much happened lately..time passes real fast. Some friends ive known for more than a year just like we have met for a week. Everyone is upgrading but not me..im still the same..doing useless shit..blogging, sleeping, shitting, smokin' and always get smoked by people. Finals is over..i've been going to bed everyday at 4-5 in the morning..can't really get myself to bed..maybe too much of coffee's and too much of head turning because of nothing much to do. Taught of looking for a job but my new semester is going to start on the 25th..still confusing should i continue or should i change to another college? I really have no idea..this few days been sitting at home and trying to make up my mind. Could anyone help me or give me some advise? I'm not choosy but i can't choose which road should i go. I'm so scared that i'll be stepping on the wrong lane again wasting my time...

Friendship

I guess it's the time where we should waves for each other in the end of the day..having you guys as my friends is truly my pleasure. Eventhough, we get to know each other for not a long of 12 months but we had go through alot of saddest and happiest moment togather. I remember the place we used to chilled togather..the night that we celebrating our friends birthday and how do we get togather eventhough in different places. To my all my friends Sam, Desmond, Darren, Noel, Marcus, Allen, Wai Keong, Melsim and maybe another bunch of girls? *just joking* hehe..wish you guys all best in the comming semester in college!

A poem for True Friendship

True friends are for life,

Until the end,

They're more than special,

They're your bestest friends.

They're the ones you can go to,

When you're in despair,

The ones that'll help you,

Even when you got gum in your hair!

They're the ones who'll laugh,

And go laughing with you all through the night,

The ones who'll help you,

Help you with all their might.

To have a good friend,

You have to be one,

So be nice to one another,

So you can be friends forever,

And that's how to be the best friend you can be.

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i'm in dilemma again..

I felt really sad today..it's already 3.03 am but i never receive any calls..i'm so dissapointed and feeling so hard to breath..

Haha..just found out that there's really some people interested in peepings thru blogspot. Thanx Stef for supporting my blog yet giving comments..sorry for the blog a little crappy and a little manglish that is hard to understand but anyway we are still malaysian so 'la' in the end of our sentence is always normal la..right? hehe! Anyway jus came back from a drinking session with some friends but still lazy to do my revision cus blogging seems to be happier. Took some pictures today because of nothing really better to do la..

Caught a nice number plate when driving home..

Bought something today..

He looks boring than me!!!

lil bored@home

As usual..it's 2.32am in the morning..i can't get myself into bed..because of what? no classes for the next morning, no plans and no outing..damn it's bored. Damn freaking lazy to revise for my exams..no tips so i have to revise em all !!! This few weeks been raining real bad for day and night..i couldn't wash my car..damn! Gonna be a lil crazee sitting at home for few days..either watch drama series or sleep. Mum's birthday just over for few days..bought a card and had a dinner with her. Hope she's happy with it..

Some Wonderful Thoughts to share

Don't let someone become a priority in your life,
when you are just an option in their life...

Relationships work best when they are balanced.


Never explain yourself to anyone.

Because the person who like you doesn't need it,
and the person who dislike you won't believe it.


When you keep saying you are busy,
then you are never free.

When you keep saying you have no time,
then you will never have time.

When you keep saying you will do it tomorrow,
then your tomorrow will never come.


When we wake up in the morning, we have two simple choices.
Go back to sleep and dream, or wake up and chase those dreams.

Choice is yours...


We make them cry who care for us.
We cry for those who never care for us.
And we care for those who will never cry for us.

This is the thruth of life, it's strange but true.
Once you realise this, it's never too late to change.


Time is like a river.
You cannot touch the same water twice,
because the flow that has passed will never pass again.

Enjoy every moment of life.

Bad Luck???

Few weeks ago..someone whacked my car which cost me another 180 bux flew away. The god is fair sometimes when u wash ur car too clean somebody will be jealous *shit*

Another week past..yesterday was the last day for class..everyone getting nervous for our last presentation..some art work in lecture hall. Anyway exams comming next week!!!

I have a story to share here, so ladies and gentlement please read em all or else you'll regret..

IMPORTANT TO LISTEN.
Little Johnny sees his Daddy's car passing the play ground and go into the woods. Curious, he follows the car and sees Daddy and Aunt Jane in a "Passionate Embrace".Little Johnny finds this so exciting and can barely contain himself as he runs home and starts to tell his mother excitedly...."MOMMY MOMMY, I WAS AT THE PLAY GROUND AND DADDY AND.." Mommy tells him to slow down. She wants to hear the story. So Little Johnny tells her. "I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went back to look and he was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, then he helped her take off her shirt, then Aunt Jane helped Daddy take his pants off, then Aunt Jane laid down on the seat, then Daddy.."At this point, Mommy cut him off and said, "Johnny, this is such an interesting story, suppose you save the rest of it for supper time. I want to see the look on Daddy's face when you tell it tonight."At the dinner table, Mommy asks Little Johnny to tell his story. Johnny starts his story, describing the car going into the woods, the undressing, the laying down on the seat, and..... "then Daddy and Aunt Jane did that same thing Mommy and Uncle Bill used to do when Daddy was in the army."

Sometimes you need to listen to the whole story before you interrupt!!!!

2 days ago, received a sudden called from Kelven..hell he had an accident luckily its not a big one! Front driver window got smashed and side mirror gone..just about a lorry trying to reverse and hit his car. He called me and i guide him to the place in Puchong where the lorry driver agree to fix it for him at one of his friends workshop. Just know that it was the place where i used to service my car there..

End of Semester

Another 2 weeks and im gonna end my last semester in college..hopefully everything is fine..everythings going well and im going to be having 2 papers from mass comm..can't concentrate on studies man..this semester was relaxing like shit..everynight outing, drinks, clubs..bla bla bla..money flow just like water..gotta wake up for my last 2 papers! daMn!

3 days ago..had a celebration with Sam my buddy in class..everyone taught he was faking that his birthday was on the 1st of April?!? We taught he's fooling us..anyway happie birthday to you. Went to Wong Kok at Old Klang Road for chilling and of course for a free big bowl of ice tea!

A day of work in LuNa..freaking tired but overall a nice chill out place..

Few days ago..

spent RM110 for this junk..

went to MV for a movie..look at the queue *sigh* miss the show again..

Stressin' day..

Nothing much to blog lately..gonna be busy with my semester 3 onwards and results is comming on the 6th *stress* ..praying hard there's no resit again. Got addicted with some oldies, here are the lyrics. Hope all the readers lurve the song..

L.O.V.E by Nat King Cole

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please dont break it
Love was made for me and you

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can

Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please dont break it
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you
Love was made for me and you

Sometimes life is really bored..there's nothing i can do besides dreaming, sleeping, eating, outing, looking for a job and go on with my studies. Everyday i did the same shit of things..and all i can do now is whining myself for being a dumbass. College will start very soon in few weeks, hopefully everything is fine especially my finals result..not goin to resit them again or else im going to be yen's roommate in sJmc..nothing much to blog lately..found a wonderful pic with yen singing in GreenBox and looking foward to have a look at the pics on the clubbin' day past few weeks ago..

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Accidents..

It was a really bad Chinese New Year. One of my friend just had a very bad accidents..everyone should be having their fun in holidays but it was a quite sad news for us..neway he's warded in SJMC and ive just visited him for the past few hours..hope he'll get better soon.

laughing for his brand new bumper, fender & headlamps..lol

Happy Mickey's Chinese New Year 2008

I wish everyone here a sexy and luscious Chinese New Year. Licked by prosperity and penetrated by heavenly ang bao . May all your misfortunes be ejaculated before the year has climaxed!

Shit Happens..

Sometimes bad things will happen on you..sometimes it will be worst..but normally bad things come to you when you are in a bad situation. What should i do? Everyday i stay happily by laughing and smiling..okay i told my friends that how bad i am having now..but the reply was "I'm worst than you' ..Maybe they worried that you will need his/her help when you are really in trouble as in money, transportation or something which will waste their time and money. So never trust your friends from now on! As for me, i knoe my friends quite well..even how close we are..when money talks..nothing else can beat em'..but it depends on which friends i guess. Anyway, im just cocking so please don't waste ur time by reading my shitty post..

exaM is Over..

Today was the last paper i had and it was the easiest paper for me which consider i did it quite well..shouldn't be resiting for this little one. Exam is finally over but everything looks still the same..there's no holidays mood for me though. I felt that im just like a piece of crap..staying at home just for the comming week and so on till Chinese New Year..am i? It is 3.12 early in the morning and i can't get myself to bed..maybe because of too many ciggy's and coffee from just now..i had 4 of em started from the morning till night. Guess now i'll not be getting any sleep..tomorrow another bored ass day. I was called that i don't need to work because cny might be comming and there's not much work left. I felt really uneasy without work..what should i do?

Anyway, today had a lunch with all my college mates..celebration for exams? We had our lunch in a nearby cafe at Genting Klang. Afterthat, my friends head to the saloon to hav a haircut..went home bout 1..traffic jam for an hour..reached home bout 2..hav a nap then later on..dinner n a lil yum cha session with ma friends again..huh. Boring Saturday again..

Stewpid Marcus havin' haircut

Finals comming 2 weeks!

Just did my first paper today..it is so bad..i knew it..out of 5 questions i only answered 2 which is not shooting with gun or copy from the same question paper..other than that, it was a really awful paper that i had today. Now, there goes another year for me in college..what to do..if you are stupid, you have to really accept it. What did i prepared for my finals..8 hours for sleep, 10 hours for work, 4 hours for yum cha and hanging out around..left another 2 hours for revision. DAMN! What the f... am i doing?!?! Last few days went to Klang to do some diy stuffs and wirings..took my dinner with Kelven and supper time with Mum (Candy) and Johnny. It's been a long time since we hang out again at Station 1 because normally i prefer a bowl of wan ton mee for only RM4 ...this chicken mushroom speghetti carbonara cost me for RM7 plus..


The picture in the menu shown few sausages was given but then i ordered mine...i only had one..why?

BUT i like da food and drinks..damn! The enviroment wasn't really good because the place was packed with bunch of peoples and the noise mixing up with the songs..i can't even communicate with my friends just sitting beside..by then i just shout or talk louder..overall it is a nice place to hang out especially with my friends!

Happy 80th birthday grandma..

Another day in KL Hilton ballroom to celebrate my grandma birthday..the food wasn't really good but the service is acceptable..overall a nice vanue and kick ass 6 stars hotel ballroom..

The entrance


washroom


menu


everyone busy chit-chatting includin my mum..lol

it's over..but our family busy setting up photoshoot session..

We might be the last to go home..