Monday, March 30, 2009

Tagged by Mei Teng!

1)Beside your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
- I still prefer lips either, maybe the nose?

2)How did feel when you woke up this morning?
- I'm late to class for an hour..but when i reached there it was cancelled..zzz

3)Who is the last person you took a photo with?
- I mostly camwhore..

4)Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- Just a little bit naughty..

5)Would you ever donate blood?
- I can't because im underweight..

6)Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
- I think so..

7)Do you want someone to dead?
- Yes, my enemy!

8)What does your last text message say?
- What time celebrating happy birthday to Mr.Xfac

9)What are you thinking now?
- I hope my flu will gone tomorrow..

10)Do you wish someone was with you now?
- Yesssss...miss her!

11)What time did you go to sleep last night?
- 4 in the morning

12)Where did you buy the T-shirt that you are wearing now?
- Body Glove

13)Is someone in your mind now?
- Yesss..the one who tagged me..damn

14)Who was the last person to text you?
-Kelvin

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUESTIONNAIRE.
- Can I tag 4 people because I don't have 10 friends..zzz
1)Marcus Tang
2)Wai Keong
3)Darren Leon
4)Allen

15)Who is no.2 having relationship with?
- I don't know

16)Is no.3 a male or female?
- Male

17)If no.7 and no.10 together, would it be a good thing?
- Null

18)What is no.1 studying about?
- Graphic Design

19)When was the last time u chat with them?
- More than 6 months probably

20)Is no.4 single?
- Of course not!

21)Say something about no.5.
- Null

22)What do you think about no.3 and no.6 being together?
- Null

23)Describe no.9.
- Null

24)What would you do if no.6 and no.8 fought?
- Null

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Insomnia?

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Friday, March 20, 2009

Chillin' night

what is this 3 so chai's doing?

All play with camera's, I could only use my phone *sigh*

Important things

when u love someone,
everything of the person is an important things.

when u love someone,
u do care of every single words she/he said.

when u love someone,
u feel happy when he/she is around and unhappy when he/she not around.

when u love someone,
u are no longer confident infront of the someone.

when u love someone,
u lost interest of the others.

when u love someone,
he/she will be ur world.

when u love someone,
ull be very excited n happy with lil care from he/she.

when u love someone,
u feel bad when he/she ignore u...its like how u hurt someone the loves you.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

A true friend or a good friend?

A GOOD FRIEND WILL COME BAIL YOU OUT OF JAIL.....

A TRUE FRIEND WILL BE SITTING NEXT TO YOU SAYING "DAMN...WE FUCKED UP!"

Friday, March 13, 2009

My Diary II

With my begging, her heart softened, but she still put up an annoyed face and walked into the park. She sat on the benches looking like she wanted to leave. I went to the big oak tree to look for something. She knew I was looking for what we wrote on that tree with a silver ink pen half a year ago. It said, "Gary and Christine was here, Gary had a tea and Christine had a hot chocolate. Hope we would always remember this day, always loving each other forever." I was looking around quite a while, then I came back slowly with tears on my face.

I said to her wrongly, "I can't find it, it's not there anymore." I felt so sour inside, there was a stream of pain flowing into my heart, the kind of pain that I've never felt before. But all she do was pretend she didn't care and said, "Can we go now?" She opened up my umbrella, I was just standing there hoping there was still a chance. I said, "You made up the story of you and that other man didn't you?" I know I always made you sad, but I'll change, can we start over?"

She didn't say a word, just looked down and shook her head. After that, we just kept on walking towards the train station, didn't say a word to each other.

Two years ago, she did the same thing to me. I know she had her reasons. Thinking that it was okay, I started living my normal life again, and even forgot about her. I didn't think about her until a year ago she called me out for dinner. First I taught the feelings would go away, but it grew stronger until the point that I couldn't take it anymore. The person that I love the most in this whole world, that I couldn't let go.

The train had stopped running so I called a taxi. We were just standing there, waiting and loosing our last moments in silence. I saw the taxi from far, I held my tears and said to her, "Take care of yourself, take good care of yourself..promise me."

She didn't talk and just nodded lightly. I opened up my umbrella and stepped out on the street. Out in the rain, we became two single life forms, one red and one black, so far away from each other. She opened up the door for me and I got in, then I closed the door that would separate me and her forever. I was in the car, staring at the dark window , at the first love in my life and also the last one who walks out of my life. The car started driving into the street. Finally I couldn't hold my sorrow and the twist in my heart any longer, waving my arms rapidly to her because I knew this would be the last time I see her. I wanted to tell her that I love her so much but the taxi had already turned into the corner. Warm tears keep falling down my face blended with rain drops. I was cold not because of the rain.

I was cold inside for loneliness and sadness.


-THE END-

My Diary I

Story of a four years relationships..

It has been raining for more than a week, so much rain it made everyday seem so restless and gloomy. I called her and said I was comming up. It was the third time I came up to see her that week by walking 2 hours to her house. She carried my excuse of why I came all the way here and went to meet me at the nearby Seven-Eleven. I was standing there alone, carrying a red umbrella. It was raining and I was shivering. It was the day that I looked so weak and fragile in the harsh rain, wearing not enough to keep me warm.

She walked up to me and said, "You shouldn't come to see me anymore," and stuff like how we shouldn't be togather. I said, "I Miss You." She told me coldly "Lets go home." I did not open up my umbrella because I wanted to share with her. She said, "Open up your umbrella, let's go."

Unwillingly, she opened up my umbrella and walk with me to the car. I said I haven't eat lunch or dinner and ask if we could stop at some place to eat. Right away she answered with a stoned heart, "No." Dissapointed, I ask her to take me to the nearest train station and said I would take the train back home.

Maybe it was the rain, all the trains were full of people with umbrellas and suit cases who were eager to get home, not caring about who just passed by. We waited and waited, I looked at her innocently. Being togather for so long, of course she knew what I meant. She understand how I feels when I came all the way here in this kind of weather and she treated me like this. With my soft eyes staring at her, she felt guilty and wanted to let me stay for the night.

But reality struck again, She said to me coldly, "Let's go try the other train station."

I was living in the same apartment with her sometimes. Back then there were four of us which is me, her, her elder sister and husband. We would always eat lunch, dinner and supper togather and sometimes watch movie. We were more like a family. Maybe it was during the last few years when I was working, having living for one year, we developed deep feelings for each other. After she started her new life, everything started to change.

We were walking along the roadside. I was infront of her with a broken umbrella. I looked like a wounded soldier, carrying my rusted rifle walking weakly. Many times, I was too into thinking or what whatever I was doing, drifting off the road and almost got hit by the cars passing by. I wish she could take me in her arms, but with the love she had for me and the constant pain in my heart, she did nothing. On the way, we passed by the park where we use to always go. I begged her and said, "Let's go in the park just for a little while please, I promise I'll go home right after this."

to be continue..