Sunday, April 29, 2007

Vehicle of Inteligent Design aka ViDesign

DaMn, i'm falling in love with em..It's not about aerodynamics, it's about looks!

Friday, April 20, 2007

Sorry guys..i've just enabled my comment posting..i don't know it was blocking till one of my friend said..ain't im fucking stupid..damnit! Please post all ur comments over here..

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

You do not have the rights to judge me even a little matters..I won't risk my life doing all these shits for you if im not serious just because of a word 'LOVE'.There's nobody fault in a relationships, if i ever put the faults on you i'll never see you again.You will just call me when you need me..im not an animal waiting for you to feed me and i don't need it.I've been thru alot of sad and happy days with you but i still carry on no matter what happened and how sad am i..you'll never know how's the feeling spending time alone for the one you love leaving you behind without saying a words..waited outside while raining..singing songs to myself just to make myself smile and burdening myself.It's enough and i never did anything wrong behind you..keep your trust with outsiders..i did nothing wrong and i have no explaination to you! You dissapointed me alot..

Sunday, April 15, 2007

Hell yea! I'm back with my new stupid mobile pics..not clear tho but at least there's something to shine my blog.It's been quite awhile since i updated my blog with my daily routine..Anyway these are the pics that i took with my little buddy 6399 while we are having our clubbing session..special thanx to Leong for borrowing his precious phone to me..



The cutest chick i ever met in my life..she's so adorable!


Saturday, April 14, 2007

Long lost brada'z & twin'z 6399!


The Secret to a Lasting Marriage: Embrace Imperfection (forwarded)

Yeah, it's a forwarded mail from ma friend...it's really meaningful to me tho..pin it up guys!

Lasting Marriage: Embrace Imperfection

"When I was a little girl, my mom liked to make breakfast
food for dinner every now and then. And I remember one night in
particular when she had made breakfast after a long, hard day at work.

On that evening so long ago, my mom placed a plate of eggs,
sausage,and extremely burned toast in front of my dad. I remember
waiting to see if anyone noticed! Yet all my dad did was reach for
his toast, smile at my mom, and ask me how my day was at school.

I don't remember what I told him that night, but I do remember
watching him smear butter and jelly on that toast and eat every bite!
When I got up from the table that evening, I remember hearing my mom
apologize to my dad for burning the toast. And I'll never forget what
he said: "Baby, I love burned toast."

Later that night, I went to kiss Daddy good night and I asked him if
he really liked his toast burned. He wrapped me in his arms and said,
"Debbie, your momma put in a hard day at work today and she's real
tired. And besides a little burnt toast never hurt anyone!"

In bed that night, I thought about that scene at dinner...and the
kindness my daddy showed my mom. To this day, it's a cherished memory
from my childhood that I'll never forget. And it's one that came to
mind just recently when Jack and I sat down to eat dinner.

I had arrived home late...as usual...and decided we would have
breakfast food for dinner. Some things never change, I suppose!

To my amazement, I found the ingredients I needed, and quickly began
to cook eggs, turkey sausage, and buttered toast. Thinking I had
things under control, I glanced through the mail for the day. It was
only a few minutes later that I remembered that I had forgotten to
take the toast out of the oven!

Now, had it been any other day -- and had we had more than two pieces
of bread in the entire house -- I would have started all over. But it
had been one of those days and I had just used up the last two pieces
of bread. So burnt toast it was!

As I set the plate down in front of Jack, I waited for a comment
about the toast. But all I got was a "Thank you!" I watched as he ate
bite by bite, all the time waiting for some comment about the toast.
But instead, all Jack said was, "Babe, this is great. Thanks for
cooking tonight. I know you had a hard day."

As I took a bite of my charred toast that night, I thought about my
mom and dad...how burnt toast hadn't been a deal-breaker for them. And
I quietly thanked God for giving me a marriage where burnt toast
wasn't a deal-breaker either!

You know, life is full of imperfect things...and imperfect people. I'm
not the best housekeeper or cook. And you might be surprised to find
out that Jack isn't the perfect husband! He likes to play his music
too loud, he will always find a way to avoid yard work, and he watches
far too many sports.
Believe it or not, watching "Golf Academy" is not my idea of a great
night at home!

But somehow in the past 37 years Jack and I have learned to accept the
imperfections in each other. Over time, we have stopped trying to make
each other in our own mold and have learned to celebrate our
differences.

You might say that we've learned to love each other for who we really
are!

For example, I like to take my time, I'm a perfectionist, and I'm
even-tempered. I tend to work too much and sleep too little. Jack, on
the other hand, is disciplined, studious, an early riser, and is a
marketer's dream consumer. I count pennies and Jack could care less!
Where he is strong, I am weak, and vice versa.

And while you might say that Jack and I are opposites, we're also very
much alike. I can look at him and tell you what he's thinking. I can
predict his actions before he finalizes his plans. On the other hand,
he knows whether I'm troubled or not the moment I enter a room.

We share the same goals. We love the same things. And we are still
best friends. We've traveled through many valleys and enjoyed many
mountaintops. And yet, at the same time, Jack and I must work every
minute of every day to make this thing called "marriage" work!

What I've learned over the years is that learning to accept each
other's faults - and choosing to celebrate each other's differences -
is the one of the most important keys to creating a healthy, growing,
and lasting marriage relationship. "

LOVE ~ is patience, understanding each another & compromise.

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

Dear fellow readers,
I'm back! I'm so sorry about the delay from updating my blog.It's been really busy this few days with work and I can't blog without my god-damn phone.Yea, anyway i just got ma'self a cheapo Sony Ericsson K320i with cheapo VGA camera which you can't see shit when taking photos.Just taught of buying a cheaper phone cause i'm worry that i'll lost it again.So far, it has no problem at all..just lack of memory i guess..store 5 songs and it's full! GOD-DAMNIT! I think i really need a built in memory card phone so that i can blog as usual..without my previous phone, without pictures..i can't fucking blog! As usual i spend more on ma little precious ride..guess what? I just bought ma little precious a pair of Zenden 2-point strutbar for front and rear.I got it for a fair price and good service togather with my buddy from WoC.The seller did the front installation for me as well..worth of paying i guess.I'll try to upload some photos for the bar soon..hehe.Well, i've been really busy for the whole day from 11 till 9..just fixing computers.I guess i could get some rest tomorrow so that's the reason i'm blogging up so damn late now.I just came back from gathering birthday party at Puchong with whole bunch of Cheras WoC members..it's was a fun party i guess..everyone turn up happily and left happily..but the food was quite expensive tho even I get a 10% discount.We went to Pit Stop Cafe which is opened by one of our old member..yea i like the place, it's very relaxing..what hooks me up? they have wireless access too! hehe..i'll be back one day with my notebook.I think that's all for now peeps..will try to borrow a clearer mobile camera from ma friend to upload some photos here!

Monday, April 2, 2007

I am the biggest fan of myself

I never get tired of myself. Hearing about myself, looking at myself, reading about myself.I am my biggest fan.

Last night after my late post, I proceeded to stay online and just re-read at my random old posts.At first, I was just curious as to what I'd had to say back then. But after a few more, I found I was having trouble quitting.I couldn't stop reading.I mean, I'm the one who lived it, who wrote it, and yet I couldn't keep myself from reading it!

I laughed, I cried, I held my breath in deeply.Damn I'm good.

But then, what else am I writing for, if not to hold onto the memories?

"You don't have to hold onto the pain, to hold onto the memories."

And I'm not.Sure, I re-read and cried over the hard times, but that's because there was just some damn good emotion out there on the page.Sometimes I still believe that parts of my life is going thru hardcores.I'm a human too--isn't that enough to share?

Here I've settled down to accomplish some work that I don't get done during working hours because there are just too many distractions in the office, and yet all I can think about is clicking back to read more and more and more...

COPY RIGHTS!

All what is mentioned in this blog are real stories I have experienced, unless told otherwise!

The Summit USJ

Anyone of you been to The Summit USJ before? Yea, i work there and of course i'll be there almost everyday and every hour.I'm now giving comments about this stupid complex.They have no security and no rules..my car being targeted for 2 times in the parking lot and those stupid ass bangla came in the just for sake to steal stuffs just like what happened to me today.A bunch of asshole came in and few of them took my attention so the left fellar go into my place and took my phone.Now it's about my car, those fuck ass dig my boot lock to duplicate a key and get in my car.I've spent almost few hundreds to get my lock fix and repaint my boot.Now i need few hundreds more to get a cheap ass phone and retrieve my number.Summit ain't a safe place anymore, those guards walk around and chat in the walkie-talkie, they are not even taking alert in the complex but walking around like dick head.So guys and girls who are going there for movies or buying things..try to park ur car at B1 parking lot instead of B2 cus B2 parking lot will be less people walking around..till here my comments..still heart-ache about my mobile lost..guess my blog will be less pictures for these few weeks without my w800i...huhuhu..
Today was a fucking unlucky day for me..i guess im having bad luck for the whole year of 2007! First i lost my dearest, second i met an accident, third got compound, and now 2nd of April i lost my bloody mobile! What the hell is this? Why all this things happened to me? Im broke now and i have to pay alot of debts to clear out this month..i can't take it anymore..April Foolz is really fooling me around like a dick ass..fuck it!

P/S - Anyone who is looking for me please call me at 03-80236002/03-80232385 (office) cus i dont have a bloody phone now..will take at least a week for me to retrieve my sim card and get a new cheap ass phone..

Sunday, April 1, 2007

Lost Passion

I've lost much passion in blogging.

so no entries and I don't think anyone missed me.

thinking of time alone.

how does one become so indifferent?

don't know.

damnit.

Something you should know about Can't Smile Without You

Title: Can't Smile Without You lyrics
Artist: Barry Manilow

You know I Can't Smile Without You,
I Can't Smile Without You,
I can't laugh
and I can't sing,
I'm findin' it hard to do anything.
You see, I feel sad when you're sad,
I feel glad when you're glad,
If You only knew what I'm going through,
I just Can't Smile Without You.
You came along just like a song
and brightened my day,
Who'd've believe that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away.
And now you know I Can't Smile Without You,
I Can't Smile Without You,
I can't laugh and I can't sing,
I'm finding it hard to do anything.
You see, I feel sad when you're sad,
I feel glad when you're glad,
If you only knew what I'm going through,
I just can't smile.
Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find.
Well I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me.
And you see,
I Can't Smile Without You,
I Can't Smile Without You,
I can't laugh
and I can't sing,
I'm findin' it hard to do anything.
You see, I feel glad when you're glad,
I feel sad when you're sad,
If You only knew what I'm going through,
I just Can't Smile Without You

The hottest songs from Barry Manilow

When the first time i listen to this song, you came into my mind..your smile is always the pretties n sweetest in my life..