One day a long time ago

One day a long time ago

I made an awful mistake.

Why, I just don't know

but it's caused a lot of heartache.

I was so angry and so scared

I didn't know what to do.

Now you think that I never cared

and now I have lost you.

I don't know how I could hurt you so bad

I loved you with all of my heart.

Now we are both alone and sad

because I have torn us apart.

I wanted us to be together forever

and you always said that we would.

But we couldn't get past the stormy weather

I don't know why I ever thought we could.

I guess sometimes you want something so badly

that you would do anything to get it.

You never think things could turn out so sadly

never realizing someday you'll regret it.

I have never felt so empty inside

I can't go on without you.

I need you here in my life

please know what I say is true.

I am so sorry for all the pain I caused

I never meant to make you cry.

But you will forget about me before long

so please dry the tears from your eyes.

I want nothing more than to hold you forever

and tell you how sorry I am.

I want us to always be together

and go through this life hand in hand.

You were my lover and my best friend

you meant so much to me.

I never wanted this to come to an end

I never wanted you to leave.

I know it is my fault that you are gone

but even the "bad guys" need time to grieve.

I have dreaded this moment for so long

it hurts so bad and there's no relief.

I don't know what to do without you in my life

I feel so lost and alone.

I thought you'd always be by my side

I can't believe I was so wrong.

I wish that you could see into my soul

and realize how much I need you.

The amount of love I have; you'll never know

I wish there were something I could do.

There are no words to show you how I feel

and there are no words to show it was a mistake.

They say with time a broken heart will heal

but I don't know how much more pain I can take.

For all the broken hearts tonight

Stare at the magic of the moon light

Then take a deep breath, yeah.. That's right

Now close your eyes and wait for a while

Ok, now start to think of your dignity and pride.

If the one you love doesn't want your love,

So what is the use of wasting your precious time?

tears, torture yourself in your bloody mind!

Keep asking yourself, why should I waste my tears?

Why should I waste my years?

Hold out for illusion to last, was it a wise thing to ask?

Don't stop until you clearly find all answer popping up to your mind.

Finally you will realize that you want to take him out of your life.